crippling joy

crippling joy

while sitting: self-punishment & queerness

an act of noticing habits

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andrew rodriguez calderón
Mar 21, 2026
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this is what came up while sitting this week. i'm sharing it the way we might offer it up after meditating together — unfinished, honest, still breathing.

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